Here’s my heartfelt apology.
For all the blamings I’ve taken[when I wasn’t supposed to],
For all the times I was a punch bag,
For bitching myself down,
For letting people tell me what to do,
For hearing them say what I am,
For giving toxic people a chance,
A chance for bittering my soul,
For not embracing my emotions,
For not sitting with myself to mourn or laugh.
For all the crisis I drove you into,
Forgive me, my dear self!