The Girl with Freckles. 

“What exactly do you like about the rain?” She almost whispered it to his ears. The heavy pour was making all the sounds disappear. The thunder was roaring once in a while. He knows she doesn’t usually like to raise her voice. But this time, she did raise her voice even though it came out like a whisper. “What is there not to like about it?” he said. Her chuckle which hid her scoff cut him off. “Wha…t? What are you scoffing for?” He was expecting her pretentious, almost always pre-formed opinion about it. Not that he hates it, it just kills the mood or his fervor when it happens. His fondness for rain couldn’t be less changed because of this. But, he was giving her a chance to say more about it. “You know I don’t like it when you talk about things in hyperbole. This is just a talk. Not a poem or story. Just state it plainly. Like in the real world. Not like hanging up in some fantasy. As if you’re taken aback by the former world. So, what do you like about rain?”

He wanted to say how non-artistically artistic her response was. But he was afraid another scoff would cut him off again. “I love rain. I feel like the sky is letting go of some pressed-on feelings at once. I like how it cancels all the other noises. I love how people are scared of it. The serene helps me think. The quietness gives me solace. And the thunder helps me sleep. Watching nature acting up salves my pain.” Her solemn look gave him the courage to rant about his true feelings regarding the rain. “I like how it quiets down the crowd of the city. I love the spontaneity. You could guess it might rain. But it will surprise you whenever it does.” He gazed to the outside as they were sitting beside the glass window. The fat droplets are thinning down. It almost seemed like a drizzle now. He wanted another cup of coffee. A hot cup of coffee as he was feeling the cold air down his spine. She was too far gone into the wind. Or the rain. He knows how much she detests the cold. And the rain, too. So it is highly probable she was trying to see his point just for the sake of it. But she really seems to be taken away. 

“What about the grey color?” She asked all of a sudden. He almost choked on his coffee. “What about the black and white mode of the view? How did you not mention that?” She was looking at his face. “yeah, yeah…there is that too. Wait, since when are you interested in the rain?” He asked a bit eagerly. “I don’t know. Well, people change! Isn’t that what you say every time?” She responded while touching the freckles on her face. It was a habit she does whenever she was thinking deeply. In a way, she felt like her outside was reflecting the inside. Who could see the freckles of her soul? Who could feel the unhealed bumps when one is void of freckles? He wished to touch their bounds. It was like the art of constellations which he couldn’t recall the name of. 

“he..llo!” She waved her hands across his view. He woke from the daydream he was having. The rain was intensifying once again. “Yeah, I…I never thought of it that way. Somehow I’m taken by the golden hours. Unlike my usual likings, the golden hours of the dawn have some effect on me. But now you have mentioned it, that could be one of my reasons. I just didn’t know it yet.” He gave her a smile mixed with a sigh. He always stammers when he is caught off guard. She kept playing her fingers on the strings of her freckles. And he was once again taken. Her freckles matched her brown eyes. Her eyes might seem dark just like her hair. But with appropriate lighting, she is a brown-eyed girl with a brown hair complexion. 

The quietness is blooming on the streets. The rain seems to take a pause for a while. They roamed over the streets quietly. And the nighttime was hastening to conquer the day.

Vanity

I walk around holding the void in my hands. I act normal and tranquil with what I have. For many, I appear to be fine, perhaps great. The futile life of mine is spreading like poison throughout my veins. I savor the bitter taste in my blood whilst feeling the ache in my bones. Fragility is the new feature of my body. I walk, and yet I hear the crackling sounds of my bone, the ticking bomb in my head, and the rising tide in my heart.

I used to wonder how emptiness can be powerful enough to feel a void. Because the moment the void is filled with emptiness, it becomes a deserted island altogether with itself. Emptiness filled my void, then I became the great beholder of vanity for I am altogether vacant now.

Behold, the moment emptiness bewitched me, I became vacant of vacant. Who else would fight me to behold the title of vain anymore?

Exceptionals on the Canvas

They say life is what happens while you are busy making other plans. How true is this! If life went accordingly to our generalized definitions and plans, we all would’ve been doomed. In a mundane, normal life of ours, exceptional characters appear to beautify and polish our canvas. These are the people who suck out every cynicism we developed over the years. The beauty of these people is that they don’t appear in an organized and planned manner. They are always exceptions and disrupt the plans we have held onto for so long. The obsessions we have to equate our ways of life would be ruled out because of these people. These are the people who make us believe in falling in love and goodness of people by restoring our faith in humanity once again. These are the people who give us what we call life!

In pain, we thrive.
Believing everything is transient.
It is just now.
Not tomorrow.
Or constant.

In love,
We are to be found.
Know more about selves.
Find our soft spots.
Discover our vulnerability.
We acquiesce to be lost,
Only in love itself.

In waves,
Life always happens in waves.
Once, in the highest peaks.
Then, in to the peril of storm.
But again, it picks up.
Flows upwards against the odds.
And it goes on and on!

If a disruption in the spacetime continuum would happen right now, can you imagine how your day would be different? If temporal anomaly indeed become a real thing, and you are aware of it, what would you be doing right at this moment? If the rest of the world doesn’t know, but it’s just you who knows there’s temporal anomaly, living the same day again and again, how do you think you would be handling it? Well, having infinite second chances on a single day would add some spice to life, wouldn’t it?

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If, suddenly, time is looping, where do you want to find yourself again and again? Where do you want to get stuck? How long do you want it to stay? In a way, what is the most notable and favorite moment of your life that you want to circle back to?

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As soon as we are fully conscious we discover loneliness. We need others physically, emotionally, intellectually; we need them if we are to know anything, even ourselves.
•C. S. Lewis[The four loves]

Savor ‘Now’

Lately, you hear the phrase ‘time flies’ more often. In the past five or more years of my life, I recall people saying, they don’t even know how the year ended. These statements are common around the new year, in particular. Well, I don’t know if the people in the ancient times used to say that too. But depending on what the elders say, time wasn’t this fast.

The thing is, despite how fast the time goes, life is eventful. In the twelve months of a single year, whether you felt it like it was a fraction of second or not, change comes along with you. Series of events and opportunities gang upon you.

So, it ends up being your responsibility to act upon it or slip it away from your hands. That’s when passion becomes a key for making a decision in your future. Nowadays, obituaries are written when someone dies. But the Greeks used to ask this one question only; did he/she have passion? I think they understood the worth of life more than us. That makes you stop wondering how the time is going ahead of you and start feeling the right now moment. Cherish it by a bit. The days could go faster than you think. But cease the moment in the simplest thing you do in your normal days. Live in the present. Savor ‘now’! Acknowledge the people you have in your life. See and feel things deeply! And appreciate the special treats of life when it comes along. Because by the next hour, you have already lost this one. Just like you did the previous days, weeks and years!

au revoir!

Life is a dance, my darling!
Feel the rhythm!
Close your eyes,
And hear it within your heart.
Create a memory of it in your soul.
Sway with the music!
Go left and go right!
Dance with it!
And just feel it!

Unfinished pieces hold a great beauty. They look ugly, of course. But they do hold a great beauty in them. Don’t rush to squash them down. Hold your breath. Wait for them to arise. Give them a chance to bloom. Then, they will rise above in beauty and magnificence!

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𝔖𝔠𝔢𝔭𝔱𝔦𝔠𝔦𝔰𝔪

𝔒𝔫𝔠𝔢,
ℑ 𝔲𝔰𝔢𝔡 𝔱𝔬 𝔟𝔢𝔩𝔦𝔢𝔳𝔢 𝔦𝔫 𝔩𝔦𝔣𝔢,
ℑ 𝔲𝔰𝔢𝔡 𝔱𝔬 𝔟𝔢𝔩𝔦𝔢𝔳𝔢 𝔦𝔫 𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢,
ℑ 𝔲𝔰𝔢𝔡 𝔱𝔬 𝔟𝔢𝔩𝔦𝔢𝔳𝔢 𝔦𝔫 𝔰𝔢𝔠𝔬𝔫𝔡 𝔠𝔥𝔞𝔫𝔠𝔢𝔰,
ℑ 𝔲𝔰𝔢𝔡 𝔱𝔬 𝔟𝔢𝔩𝔦𝔢𝔳𝔢 𝔦𝔫 𝔭𝔯𝔬𝔪𝔦𝔰𝔢𝔰,
ℑ 𝔲𝔰𝔢𝔡 𝔱𝔬 𝔟𝔢𝔩𝔦𝔢𝔳𝔢 𝔦𝔫 𝔣𝔞𝔱𝔢,
ℑ 𝔲𝔰𝔢𝔡 𝔱𝔬 𝔟𝔢𝔩𝔦𝔢𝔳𝔢!
𝔅𝔲𝔱 𝔫𝔬𝔴, ℑ’𝔪 𝔰𝔠𝔢𝔭𝔱𝔦𝔠𝔞𝔩.
𝔖𝔠𝔢𝔭𝔱𝔦𝔠𝔞𝔩 𝔦𝔫 𝔞𝔩𝔩.

𝙸𝚝’𝚜 𝚊𝚖𝚊𝚣𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚝𝚕𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚖𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚊 𝚋𝚒𝚐 𝚍𝚒𝚏𝚏𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚗𝚌𝚎 𝚒𝚗 𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚕𝚒𝚟𝚎𝚜. 𝙷𝚘𝚠 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚖𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚜𝚝𝚞𝚏𝚏 𝚋𝚛𝚘𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚙𝚊𝚌𝚎 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚎𝚊𝚌𝚑 𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛. 𝙾𝚛 𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚒𝚗𝚜𝚒𝚐𝚗𝚒𝚏𝚒𝚌𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚑𝚘𝚕𝚎𝚜 𝚋𝚎𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚊 𝚋𝚞𝚛𝚛𝚘𝚠 𝚘𝚏 𝚜𝚘𝚛𝚝𝚜. 𝙷𝚘𝚠 𝚠𝚎 𝚖𝚒𝚜𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚝𝚕𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚋𝚒𝚐 𝚐𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚎𝚜. 𝙷𝚘𝚠 𝚠𝚎 𝚐𝚛𝚘𝚠 𝚏𝚘𝚗𝚍 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚢 𝚌𝚞𝚝𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚒𝚗 𝚊 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚝𝚋𝚎𝚊𝚝. 𝙿𝚎𝚛𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚜 𝚜𝚖𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚖𝚊𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚗 𝚠𝚎 𝚌𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚐𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚖 𝚌𝚛𝚎𝚍𝚒𝚝 𝚏𝚘𝚛!

‘Move on!
Don’t hold on!
Do not have a grudge!
Do not dwell!’
They say,
But they never say how.
Shall I forget?
Like it never happened?
Or shall I pretend?
Does that count as moving on?
Where to exactly?
Till I figure that out,
Until I know how,
I prefer to dwell.
I choose to heal.

Who knew healing would be painful?
As of the pain itself.
Who knew mending could be harder,
Than cutting deeper!

Trees!

Many of us think
Motion is what makes us alive.
Something moving or twitching, even
Then it’s alive.
Who cares about the inside?
Who cares about the filth he’s carrying around?
As long as it’s moving.

But-
If that’s how it works,
Are you gonna tell me that trees are dead?
Just because they’re motionless?
Trees don’t move, yeah.
That wouldn’t make them less alive though.
They’re alive more than any of us.
With their graceful appearance,
Breathing out life-
Breathing in the intoxicating air of ours.
Yeah motionless, but alive!

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