Tag: questions to God!

Quest

In the quest of finding YOU,
All I can offer is-
Emptiness in my heart,
The void in my life,
Barrenness buried in my body,
Hatred for my mere existence,
And nothing in exchange of many.

Would YOU accept me, then?
The way I am-
Lost in vain,
Perished in my own poison,
Stuck in my pride,
Covered in my mud.
Would YOU love that?

If so, look for me!
Search me all over.
Since you’re hidden from me,
Couldn’t find you anywhere.
But for your eyes are everywhere,
Don’t overlook me anymore,
Find me!
For only then,
My quest will be fulfilled,
And my heart will be yours, forever!

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Let me Go!

I know how this sounds,
Easier, simpler may be.
But that’s all I want you to do.
Just let me go.
May be everyone is asking –
To hold them tight,
To grab their hands.
But, unlike everyone-
I want you to let me go!

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My Screaming Silence!

They say, YOU are everywhere,
There’s no place that YOU won’t be,
There’s nothing that can hold YOU back,
They say YOU can overcome every battle and war,
They say YOU’RE never late.
Isn’t this enough, then?
My own silence is disturbing me, even.
The one thing I loved most.
Can silence make noise?
Can silence be so disturbing you want to stop it?
Can silence be so irritating?
The one thing I cherished.
Did YOU take that away from me?
Did YOU have to do that too?

I want to scream,
I want to yell and say-
Where are YOU?
Are YOU even listening?
Are YOU even looking?
But I can’t.
All I can do is to scream, but silently.
And believe me, that’s the worst.
But the hope is-
May be YOU would listen to that.
May be YOU would hear to my silent screams.
I hope YOU do!

'YOU' stands for God.
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The Void

They say, the world is full-
Full of beauty, pleasantries,
Full of second chances, options and choices.
Not just the world actually.
The universe too.
It is magnificent.
It’s full of galaxies, stars, comets-
Meteors, planets, moons and all.

Not only that, actually.
The world is full of pain,
Agony is right outside of us.
It varies from people to people,
But it’s there.

But, what I feel is this.
Empty!
Blank, null, void.
Absolutely nothing!

If the world is full,
Why isn’t it offering something?
Why do I not feel a thing?
It’s like nothing is left inside of me.
Who/what drained me out?
Who sucked the meaning of light out of me?

And here’s what I wonder about-
Can you fill the void?
Can it be filled again?
Don’t be foolish!
Just because it’s empty-
It doesn’t mean you can pour anything into it.
I’m just wondering!

Here’s to all of us who feel void inside of us🥂

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My Unconscious World!

They say, light wins darkness,
It beats every odds and reigns.
If light is unbeatable,
Why is my darkness thriving?
Why is my dark thought winning?
Am I not starving it enough?
Am I not blocking it so well?
Am I giving it a chance to win me over?
Or is it just happening to me?

My unconscious world!
My dark, scary unconscious world!
You’re winning me so hard,
I don’t even know how to get the hold of you anymore!
The more I’m becoming aware-
Aware of what was buried inside,
The more I’m getting weaker.
I’m begging you to stop,
To stop coming to my conscious world.
Don’t let me know how you’re,
Don’t invite me as your guest.
Just let me be!
Let me search the spark of light.
Can you let me go-
May be for a while?
I promise I’ll get back-
Just not now!

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