Rant 05: PetrichorΒ 

I walked through a rain today, dear reader. 

Why do people feel the need to validate your every action anyway? Aren’t we already phasing out the era of community and β€œevolving” into becoming individualistic society anyway? What are you really scared about? The cold? The splash? Or the true freedom in letting yourself go? [The side glances of people for walking in the rain is unbearable, somehow.]

While living in this world, almost everyone is in debt to the eyes of the beholder. Your beauty is measured by the perceived reflections of the one looking at you. You responsibility/ hard work is recognized by those around you. Your values are determined by the things that you do and you accomplish. After all, everything is governed by external validation you acquire from the rest.

That’s why even if you adore the smell of a fresh rain in June, it is unlikely for you to walk through the rain. Chasing the validation of others for every inch of a stride is exhausting in reality. But then, where else would you find a joy of skipping a drizzle from one step to another?!

In any case, your worth [your true worth] shan’t be find underneath the will of your observant. Whatever you’re worth for, you find it within the walks of the rain. Within the walks of life in freedom. And life is a journey for more than that. Let go. Breath. And enjoy the petrichor while you’re at it.

Rants of the Absurdist

Imperfect Guests

I welcomed imperfect guests
To my perfect universe
A realm of my own
Which I crafted
From a scratch.
I gave my approval
Of good, no, perfection
Earlier than it ought
Have been given.
And for that,
I welcomed-invited,
Imperfect company in
Accredited form of enthusiasm.

And now-
My perfect universe is bent.
My smile, crooked.
My solemn, disrupted.
My trust, defiled.
My angst, mocked.
And my remorse, failing.
For I cannot blame anyone
Absolutely no one!
For breaking and entering
The universe of mine.
None has entered
With force.
Nor was found
Without invitation.
It was I, only I,
Who inspected the list
Of the guests I wished
To have by my side.

Haven’t grown a fondness
Of any guest
I have embraced, so far.
Yet, and yet!
I haven’t thought of
A way to bid them adieu
Nor to embrace
Their quirks I so much
Detest and loath.

I wish not to bestow
The fault
On any of them, anyhow.
I, entirely, blame and
Censure, my hastened,
Uncalculated and rushed judgment
For the calibration
Of my perfect, now
Crooked universe.
Because I invited and
Welcomed imperfect guests
In my own hands.

And for that very reason,
I shall abandon,
The universe I once enjoyed,
The universe I created,
Polished and perfected,
For a whole different new one!

Scars into Stars [Final Confession]

𝙸 πš‘πšŠπšπšŽ πš›πšŽπšœπš˜πš•πšžπšπš’πš˜πš—πšœ. 𝙸 πš‘πšŠπšπšŽ πš™πš•πšŠπš—πš—πš’πš—πš πšπš˜πš› 𝚊 πš’πšŽπšŠπš› πš’πš— πšŸπšŠπš’πš—. πšƒπš‘πš’πšœ πš–πš’πšπš‘πš πšœπš˜πšžπš—πš 𝚊 πš›πšŽπšœπš˜πš•πšžπšπš’πš˜πš— 𝚝𝚘 𝚒𝚘𝚞 πš‹πšžπš πšπš‘πšŽ πš˜πš—πšŽ πšπš‘πš’πš—πš πšπš‘πš’πšœ πš’πšŽπšŠπš› πš‘πšŠπšœ πšπšŠπšžπšπš‘πš πš–πšŽ πš’πšœ πšπš‘πšŠπš 𝚒𝚘𝚞 πšπš˜πš—’𝚝 πš™πš•πšŠπš— πšπš˜πš› 𝚊 πš’πšŽπšŠπš›. 𝚈𝚘𝚞 πš™πš•πšŠπš— πšπš˜πš› 𝚊 𝚍𝚊𝚒. π™ΌπšŠπš’πš‹πšŽ 𝚊 πš πšŽπšŽπš” 𝚊𝚝 πš–πš˜πšœπš. π™°πš—πš πšπš‘πšŽ πš•πšŽπšœπšœ 𝚒𝚘𝚞 πš™πš•πšŠπš—, πšπš‘πšŽ πš•πšŽπšœπšœ 𝚒𝚘𝚞 πš πš’πš•πš• πš‹πšŽ πšπš’πšœπšŠπš™πš™πš˜πš’πš—πšπšŽπš πš‹πš’ πšπš‘πšŽ πšŒπš˜πš–πš’πš—πš πšŽπšŸπšŽπš—πšπšœ. π™°πš—πš 𝚒𝚘𝚞 πš πš’πš•πš• πš‹πšŽ πšŠπš‹πš•πšŽ 𝚝𝚘 πšŽπš—πš“πš˜πš’ πšπš‘πšŽ πšœπš™πš˜πš—πšπšŠπš—πšŽπš’πšπš’ 𝚘𝚏 πš•πš’πšπšŽ πš’πš— πšŠπšπšŸπšŠπš—πšŒπšŽ!

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π™°πš—πš’πš πšŠπš’πšœ, πšœπšŒπšŠπš›πšœ πšŒπšŠπš— πš‹πšŽπšŒπš˜πš–πšŽ πšœπšπšŠπš›πšœ. π™Έπš πš–πš’πšπš‘πš πšœπš˜πšžπš—πš 𝚊 πš•πš’πšπšπš•πšŽ πš‹πš’πš πš–πš˜πšπš’πšŸπšŠπšπš’πš˜πš—πšŠπš• πšœπš•πš˜πšπšŠπš—. π™±πšžπš πšπš‘πšŽ πšπš›πšžπšπš‘ πš’πšœ πšŽπšŸπšŽπš— πšπš‘πš˜πšžπšπš‘ πšπš‘πšŽ πšœπšŒπšŠπš›πšœ πš πš˜πš—’𝚝 𝚏𝚊𝚍𝚎 𝚊𝚠𝚊𝚒 𝚊𝚜 𝚒𝚘𝚞 πš‘πš˜πš™πšŽ 𝚜𝚘, πšπš‘πšŽπš’ πš πš’πš•πš• πšœπš‘πš’πš—πšŽ πš‹πš›πš’πšπš‘πšπšŽπš› πš•πšŠπšπšŽπš›. πšƒπš‘πšŽπš’ πš πš’πš•πš• πšπšŽπš•πš• πšπš‘πšŽ πšœπšπš˜πš›πš’πšŽπšœ 𝙸 πš πš’πš•πš• πš—πšŽπšŸπšŽπš› 𝚍𝚘 𝚜𝚘. πš‚πšŒπšŠπš›πšœ πšŒπšŠπš— πš‹πšŽπšŒπš˜πš–πšŽ πšœπš˜πš–πšŽπšπš‘πš’πš—πš 𝚐𝚘𝚘𝚍. πšƒπš‘πšŽπš’’πš›πšŽ πš—πš˜πš πšŠπš•πš• πš‹πšŠπš. πšƒπš‘πšŽ πš™πšŠπš’πš— 𝙸 πšπšŽπš•πš πš πš‘πš’πš•πšŽ πšπš‘πšŽπš’ πš πšŽπš›πšŽ πš‘πšŠπš™πš™πšŽπš—πš’πš—πš πš πš˜πšžπš•πš πš‹πšŽ 𝚊 πš–πšŽπš–πš˜πš›πš’! π™½πš˜πš 𝚊 𝚐𝚘𝚘𝚍 πš–πšŽπš–πš˜πš›πš’ πš™πšŽπš› 𝚜𝚎. π™±πšžπš 𝚊 πš–πšŽπš–πš˜πš›πš’ 𝚘𝚏 πšπšŠπš›πš” 𝚍𝚊𝚒𝚜 πšŠπš—πš πš•πš˜πš—πš πš—πš’πšπš‘πšπšœ. 𝚈𝚘𝚞 πš•πš˜πš˜πš” 𝚊𝚝 πš’πš˜πšžπš›πšœπšŽπš•πš πšŠπš—πš 𝚜𝚎𝚎 πšŠπš•πš• πšπš‘πšŽ πšœπšŒπšŠπš›πšœ? π™³πš˜πš—’𝚝 𝚒𝚘𝚞 πšπš’πšŸπšŽ πšžπš™! πšƒπš‘πšŽπš›πšŽ πš πš’πš•πš• πšŒπš˜πš–πšŽ 𝚊 𝚍𝚊𝚒 𝚒𝚘𝚞 πš πš’πš•πš• πš—πš˜ πš•πš˜πš—πšπšŽπš› πš‹πšŽ πšŠπšœπš‘πšŠπš–πšŽπš 𝚘𝚏 πš’πš. 𝙸 πšπšŠπš›πšŽ πš—πš˜πš 𝚜𝚊𝚒 𝙸’πš– πšπš‘πšŽπš›πšŽ 𝚒𝚎𝚝. π™±πšžπš, πš’πš— πš™πšŠπšπš’πšŽπš—πšŒπšŽ, 𝙸 πš‘πš˜πš™πšŽ 𝙸’πš•πš• 𝚐𝚎𝚝 πšπš‘πšŽπš›πšŽ πš˜πš—πšŽ 𝚍𝚊𝚒!

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π™Έπš’𝚜 πš‹πšŽπšŽπš— πšœπšŠπš’πš πšŒπš‘πšŠπš—πšπšŽ πš’πšœ πšπš‘πšŽ πš˜πš—πš•πš’ πš™πšŽπš›πš–πšŠπš—πšŽπš—πš πšπš‘πš’πš—πš πš’πš— πš•πš’πšπšŽ. π™°πš—πš πšπš’πšπšπš’πšŒπšžπš•πš πšπš’πš–πšŽπšœ πšŒπš‘πšŠπš—πšπšŽ 𝚞𝚜 πš–πš˜πš›πšŽ πšπš‘πšŠπš— πšπš‘πšŽ πšπš’πš–πšŽ 𝚘𝚏 πšŒπš˜πš–πšπš˜πš›πš. π™°πš—πš πšπš‘πšŠπš’𝚜 πšπš‘πšŽ πš–πš˜πš–πšŽπš—πš 𝚒𝚘𝚞 πš πš’πš•πš• πšŒπš‘πš˜πš˜πšœπšŽ 𝚝𝚘 πš‹πšŽπšŒπš˜πš–πšŽ πš‹πšŽπšπšπšŽπš› πš˜πš› πš‹πš’πšπšπšŽπš› πšπš˜πš πšŠπš›πšπšœ πš•πš’πšπšŽ πš’πš— πšπšŽπš—πšŽπš›πšŠπš•! 𝙸 πšπš‘πš’πš—πš” πšπš‘πšŠπš’𝚜 πš πš‘πšŠπš πš–πšŠπš”πšŽπšœ πšŒπš‘πšŠπš—πšπšŽ 𝚐𝚘𝚘𝚍 πš˜πš› πš‹πšŠπš. π™Έπš 𝚠𝚎 πšŒπš‘πšŠπš—πšπšŽ πšπš˜πš› πš‹πšŽπšπšπšŽπš›, 𝚠𝚎 πšŒπšŠπš•πš• πš’πš πš‹πš’πšπšπšŽπš›πšœπš πšŽπšŽπš. π™±πšžπš πš’πš 𝚠𝚎 πšŒπš‘πšŠπš—πšπšŽ πšπš˜πš› πš‹πšŠπš, 𝚠𝚎 πšŠπš›πšŽ πš•πšŽπšπš πš πš’πšπš‘ πš›πšŽπšœπšŽπš—πšπš–πšŽπš—πš πšŠπš—πš πš›πšŽπšπš›πšŽπš πšπš˜πš› πš˜πšžπš› πšŽπš—πšπš’πš›πšŽ πš•πš’πšπšŽ πš πš‘πšŽπš— πš•πš˜πš˜πš”πš’πš—πš πš’πš—πšπš˜ 𝚊 πš–πš’πš›πš›πš˜πš›.

π™±πšŽπš•πš’πšŽπšŸπš’πš—πš πšπš‘πšŽ πšœπšŠπš’πš’πš—πš, 𝙸 πšπš‘πš˜πšžπšπš‘πš 𝙸 πšŒπš‘πšŠπš—πšπšŽπš 𝚊 πš•πš˜πš. π™Ώπš’πšŽπšŒπšŽ πš‹πš’ πš™πš’πšŽπšŒπšŽ πš™πšŽπš›πš‘πšŠπš™πšœ. π™΄πšŸπš’πšπšŽπš—πšπš•πš’ πšπš‘πš˜πšžπšπš‘, πš—πš˜πš πšŽπšŸπšŽπš›πš’ πš™πšŠπš›πš 𝚘𝚏 𝚒𝚘𝚞 πšŒπš‘πšŠπš—πšπšŽ 𝚊𝚝 πš˜πš—πšŒπšŽ. π™Ύπš› πš—πš˜πš 𝚊𝚝 πšŠπš•πš•. πš‚πš˜πš–πšŽ πš‹πšŽπš•πš’πšŽπšπšœ πšŠπš›πšŽ πšŠπš—πšŒπš‘πš˜πš›πšŽπš πš’πš— πš–πš’ πšœπš˜πšžπš•. 𝙸 πšπš˜πš—’𝚝 πšπš‘πš’πš—πš” 𝙸’πš•πš• πšŽπšŸπšŽπš› πšπš’πš—πš 𝚊 πš›πšŽπš™πš•πšŠπšŒπšŽπš–πšŽπš—πš 𝚝𝚘 𝚏𝚊𝚍𝚎 πšπš‘πšŽπš– 𝚊𝚠𝚊𝚒.

π™±πšžπš πšπš‘πšŽ πš›πšŽπšœπš, 𝙸 πšπš‘πš’πš—πš” 𝙸 πšŒπš‘πšŠπš—πšπšŽπš πšπš˜πš› 𝚐𝚘𝚘𝚍. 𝙸 πšπš˜πšžπš—πš 𝚊 πš—πšŽπš  πš˜πšžπšπš•πš˜πš˜πš” πšπš˜πš› πš•πš’πšπšŽ. π™½πšŽπš  πšžπš—πšπšŽπš›πšœπšπšŠπš—πšπš’πš—πš πšπš˜πš› πš™πšŠπš’πš—. π™½πšŽπš  πšŸπš’πšŽπš πšœ πšπš˜πš› πšŽπšŸπšŽπš›πš’πšπš‘πš’πš—πš. 𝙸 πš‘πš˜πš™πšŽ πšπš‘πšŠπš’𝚜 πš–πš’ πš‹πš’πšπšπšŽπš›πšœπš πšŽπšŽπš πšπš‘πšŽπš—!

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𝙸 πš‘πšŠπšŸπšŽ πšœπšπš˜πš™πš™πšŽπš πš‹πšŽπš•πš’πšŽπšŸπš’πš—πš πš’πš— πš’πšœπš–’𝚜. 𝙸 πš‘πšŠπšŸπšŽ πšœπšπš˜πš™πš™πšŽπš πš‹πšŽπš•πš’πšŽπšŸπš’πš—πš πš’πš— πš™πš‘πš’πš•πš˜πšœπš˜πš™πš‘πš’πšŽπšœ πšŠπš—πš πšπš‘πšŽπš˜πš›πš’πšŽπšœ. π™΅πš˜πš› πš—πš˜πš ,𝙸 πš˜πš—πš•πš’ πš‹πšŽπš•πš’πšŽπšŸπšŽ πš’πš— πš•πš’πšπšŽ. π™Έπš— πš•πš’πšπšŽ! π™±πšŽπšŒπšŠπšžπšœπšŽ πš•πš’πšπšŽ 𝚐𝚘𝚎𝚜 πš˜πš— πš—πš˜ πš–πšŠπšπšπšŽπš› πš‘πš˜πš . π™°πšœ πšπš‘πšŽ πš™πšœπšŠπš•πš–πš’πšœπš πš™πšžπšπšœ πš’πš, πš˜πšžπš› 𝚍𝚊𝚒𝚜 πšŠπš›πšŽ πš—πšžπš–πš‹πšŽπš›πšŽπš. π™½πš˜ πš–πšŠπšπšπšŽπš› πš‘πš˜πš  πš–πšŠπš—πš’ πšπš’πš–πšŽπšœ 𝚠𝚎 πšπš›πš’ 𝚝𝚘 πš–πšŠπš”πšŽ πšπš‘πšŽπš– πšœπš‘πš˜πš›πšπšŽπš› πšπš‘πšŠπš— πšπš‘πšŽπš’’πš›πšŽ πš–πšŽπšŠπš—πš 𝚝𝚘 πš‹πšŽ, 𝚠𝚎 πšŒπšŠπš—’𝚝 𝚜𝚞𝚌𝚌𝚎𝚎𝚍. πšƒπš‘πšŽπš’’πš›πšŽ πš—πš˜πš πšžπš—πšπšŽπš› πš˜πšžπš› πšŒπš˜πš—πšπš›πš˜πš•. π™»πš’πšπšŽ 𝚐𝚘𝚎𝚜 πš˜πš—. π™Έπš’𝚜 πš—πš˜πš πš‹πš’ πšŒπš‘πš˜πš’πšŒπšŽ. πš‚πš˜, πšŽπš’πšπš‘πšŽπš› 𝚠𝚎 πš–πš˜πšŸπšŽ πšŠπš•πš˜πš—πš πš πš’πšπš‘ πš’πš πš˜πš› πš’πš πš–πš˜πšŸπšŽπšœ πš™πšŠπšœπš 𝚞𝚜!

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