My Haunted Mansion!

There’s this scary building.
It looks haunted!
It’s too dark.
Too many cracked walls,
Faded paints,
Broken windows and doors.
I can guess how ancient it’s,
From my vintage point.

It says it’s a storage room-
For my own thoughts, emotions, fears and issues.
I think I should go in.
I wanted it to be abandoned.
I thought that would destroy it.
But, it’s flourishing.
Few blocks are added, even
After the last time I saw it.

So, what do I do now?
Should I just go in?
But I don’t want to.
It’s really frightening.
Besides, I’m too weak-
Even to stand.
I think crawling is all I’ve,
Even if I want to!
That seems exhausting.
The thought of it is even exhausting.

They say face your fears-
Issues and weirdest thoughts.
But, here I’m standing-
In front of it.
And yet, I couldn’t.
My fear is stronger,
My emotions are way heavier.
Even the thought of it,
Is crippling me, even more!

What’s the point of entering then?
How do I enter?
Who is gonna push me further?
I’m in pieces now-
Which fragment of me can handle that?
What if it destroys the remnant of me?
Forever?!
How do I recover from that?
I honestly don’t know.

Do I really have to do that?
I hope not!!