Exhaustion

This is a kind of exhaustion that I hate most. It’s not a kind of exhaustion sleep could fix. It’s not a kind of exhaustion food would fix either. It’s like the exhaustion is injected to every part of my body and I can feel my whole body burning out of extreme tiredness.

And no matter how many words of comfort and ‘I’m proud of you’ statements people will offer to me just to make me believe that I am doing good, my head will refuse to accept the praises and acknowledgements. All my ears could listen to is how much drained I am, how every muscle in my body is in fatigue.

I can’t even bring myself closer to my whole being. I am not on my “me” time; it’s just that my brain can’t take other things, and I want a total silence – utter silence! I am not really sure if my brain would help me with that, I mean with  the utter silence. But you know, I hope it will give me the peace I want to, just to get out of my exhaustion.

All I know is this; my soul want to escape from my whole body, just to find itself wherever that’s! What can I say? Good luck my soul and find your rest!!