What is the Worst Feeling You’ve Ever Had?

‘What is the worst feeling you’ve ever had?’my friend asked. I took a pause. I thought about it for a little while, of course. Let’s face it, our worst feelings are innumerable. And ofcourse, it’s hard to choose one.

‘Off the top of my head missing the people you’re actually mad at!” I said.

I think that’s appropriate, for now perhaps. Those people who hurt you the most are the ones who were closest to you once! And despite what they did to make you mad, you can’t just undo all the things you have passed through together. You obviously can’t forget them. Your spots, activities, things that used to be ‘yours only’ and even the silliest things will be a constant reminder.

That’s just painful. The sad part though, you can’t just cut them off! May be you can avoid them or keep your distance physically. But I don’t think it’s possible to get rid of them from your heart and mind. Absolutely not.

So yeah, that’s the worst feeling ever. You want to let them go, but you actually can’t. You want them to be erased from your memory, but that’s not possible either. All you can do is trying to cherish all those amazing moments you had with them!

And I saw in her[my friend’s] eyes, the same agony. And we just sat there wondering in our world. I think that’s the worst for most of us!