The Great Abyss

I’m on the floor of dark ocean!
The darkest and the lowest.
The great abyss!
I don’t know if there’s more-
More to the darkness,
More to the drownin’
More to the pain.
I don’t even know how I got here.
I’m not a swimmer-
But here I am in the deepest water.
Did I throw myself?
Did the ocean devour me?
But I know nature loves me-
Is that why he took me away?

It doesn’t matter though, does it?
The reality is I’m already here!
Not there!
What’s next then?
Do I swim?
Wait, should I learn to swim in here?
Or should I just sit?
It hasn’t killed me yet,
So should I give it a moment?
To take away my breath?
Should I rather try to find light?
But how?

Everything is dark.
Nothing is there!
Emptiness is the ruler!
You’re probably wonderin’
It must be quiter then,
Believe me it’s not!
I can hear the void screaming-
Shouting out loud!
How am I supposed to search for light when the darkness is hovering?
Can I avoid the abyss from absorbing me?
Can I really do that?

I wish for a hand to appear?!
Or someone to throw me a flashlight-
May be an anchor,
For me to hold on-
Something to grab on.
But, not later- sooner,
Sooner would be better.
May be, just may be-
The fragment of me could become survivor!

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P.S. my fellow friends who are in the great abyss, try to hang in there!! Best of luck✌