My Unconscious World!

They say, light wins darkness,
It beats every odds and reigns.
If light is unbeatable,
Why is my darkness thriving?
Why is my dark thought winning?
Am I not starving it enough?
Am I not blocking it so well?
Am I giving it a chance to win me over?
Or is it just happening to me?

My unconscious world!
My dark, scary unconscious world!
You’re winning me so hard,
I don’t even know how to get the hold of you anymore!
The more I’m becoming aware-
Aware of what was buried inside,
The more I’m getting weaker.
I’m begging you to stop,
To stop coming to my conscious world.
Don’t let me know how you’re,
Don’t invite me as your guest.
Just let me be!
Let me search the spark of light.
Can you let me go-
May be for a while?
I promise I’ll get back-
Just not now!